I am not weird. This is just too beautiful

I saw that house as a school bus while the clouds were like smoke 

The most famous witch face right above .

Ps. She is eating a grape 

Now she is talking to a turtle who is trying to run away from her

That's just  b e a u t i f u l. 

And well there is no need to my randomness 

Clouds clouds every where but no rain 

NO FILTER  

The sky was actually that purple and orange 

Eid Celebrations

It's eid ul fitar , again ! I can't believe Ramadan is already over. Time flies away so fast and by next month we will all be going to school back in a monotonous routine. 

Well eid is supposed to be a gift by God and before eid everyone gets busy with their preparations. Cleaning the house, sitting at the parlour ,cooking special food items , new outfits , bangles, mehindi and a lot of eidii. I think that's the best part about eid for us kids, the joy of reciving a little money from out relatives as a gift. 

Somehow this year I didn't really enjoy the eid shopping. I actually got really bored waiting for mom to decide what she wants to get.she went to go to 186387 shops just to end up buying one shalwar Kurta. Such an Aunty 

Well I had to keep myself away from getting bored , right ? 

Because the weather is just amazing

It's always really hot in karachi but since the last 2 days it's been perfect. Fresh air in the morning with coffee while sitting in the balcony listening to songs that recalled millions of memories. Mist settling on the window pane while I gaze out at the sea. It's all just so perfect 

And well of course I have to do something crazy so I ... Just see it yourself 

Burnt to peace

Invaded by my own demons 

Left alone to suffer in the darkness

And even if they saw me 

They didn't  care enough 

To help me up and take me home 

My soul in excruciating agony

But my face expressionless 

I dream to see what else can be done 

But all I am left with is more confusion

I tried everything to make them see me 

But all they saw was someone who is not me 

And now I don't want the world to see me 

Because I don't think that they will understand 

I just want you to see who I am 

A billion eyes fixed on me 

And each stare churned my body in pain 

Burning me alive 

And how could I have been happy 

In my own skin 

When they told me I wasn't worth my soul 

Eyes dried of tears 

And a pale face 

I walk away 

Just walk away

From

Everything 

Leaving my body behind 

To tremble in pain

To be judged 

To be owned by them 

I just walk away 

And I can't explain you 

The relief of escaping this world 

The relief of being free from the prison I was trapped in

And I see the broken glass behind me 

And I see your shadows hanging over me 

And I am not coming back 

Cause now I can finally breath

In peace 

Early mornings

The past week has been really stressful for me. My grandmother was hospitalized and my whole family used to stay at the hospital 24/7 leaving me home alone with my cousins.  Everything about my house depressed me so much that I decided that I would love to spend a day at my best friend’s house away from all the stress and displeasing thoughts about the worst to come. And I must say with friends like mine I don't think I have any reason to worry. They completely made me forget of the tension back at home and let me be my crazy self around them.

Well without my parents at home my time table became really horrid; in fact I had no time table. One day I wake up at 8 in the morning the next I sleep after 8 am. No doubt I fell sick from the lack of sleep.

I became like an addict, addicted to music, listening to the same songs over and over again, more and more over time. And in those sleepless nights I used to stay up to see the sunrise after Sheri. And I believe the best view of it comes from my kitchen window thus I used to sit on top of my refrigerator, open the windows and just let the lyrics sink in me while the air brushed past my face. And believe me sitting there so idle was the most relaxing thing I did throughout the past week.

Listening to the following songs on repeat

•Midnight caller - Chase and Status

•Midnight - Coldplay

•Welcome to the black parade - My chemical romance

•Watch over you - Alter Bridge